I really need to get back into the swig of writing journals more frequently ahaha...
This is a journal about my personal life. If you don't care then feel free to close out of this page and return back to your inbox. uwu
This is your last chance~
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So earlier this year I had a crush on this guy from my school but was unable to share my true feelings with him because he got a girlfriend the same day I was going to confess. ;-; Over the summer we slowly drifted apart as he was ignoring my kik messages and totally neglected me. On the second day of school I bumped into him in the cafeteria and we finally caught up. You think this ends all fine and dandy correct? Well.. You are WRONG! The next time I saw him he just totally ignored me. The sad thing is
HE SITS AT THE TABLE ACROSS FROM ME AND CAN CLEARLY SEE ME BEING DISCONNECTED FROM THESE "ACQUAINTANCES" THAT I SIT WITH BECAUSE NONE OF MY FRIENDS HAVE THE SAME LUNCH AS ME ON EVEN DAYS!!! //huffs
He was a lost cause. Senpai would never notice me...
Never...
But you know what they say; when one door closes, another opens.
Needless to say, this actually happened to me.
About three weeks into the school year, I met this really nice girl who loves dem anniemay and mango and her favorite series is...
Wait for it...
DANGAN RONPA! MY PERSONAL FAVORITE! OH MY GOSH!! ;~; We then started to hang out in the morning and then she introduced me to her friend who also liked anime and manga. The three of us derp balls tend to hang out in the outdoor section of the cafeteria EVERY morning and talk about random stuff (along with the typical anniemoo and mango). Anyways about three Friday's ago my Dangan Ronpa buddy was missing from our usual spot and so it was me and her friend. We spent the 20 minutes getting to know each other more and as the bell rang I thought to myself, "Damn, I can actually see myself with this guy.” but I quickly dismissed this thought because I was afraid he was taken. Fast forward to Thursday. I did the usual; complain about how tired I was and ramble on how I have the most annoying alarm clock ringtone (Just imagine two mudkips repeatedly saying MUD! KIP! over and over again.) The guy then told me he has an Attack on Titan alarm and wanted me to hear it. I told him yes and then without warning he grabbed my phone and texted himself so I could hear his alarm. (What a clever little tactic to get my number, I could of just given it to you if you asked ya know? xD) After school the two of us started texting and I realized that he might as well have feelings for me. Yesterday I went to the cafeteria as normal and sure enough we
CUDDLED. Yes, we CUDDLED. >///<
//proceeds to roll around sobbing
I remember how I zoned out in all of my classes because I could not get over the fact that he showed signs of a mutual interest. ;w; Last night I found out he had a kik so we switched our messages over to kik. After talking for a bit he asked me the ultimate question, "Do you like me?" I told him that I did indeed like him and he revealed that he liked me too. ;w; After some fluffy stuff, we decided that we should go hang out at the local mall.
Today was so much fun omg. I am not going to go into full detail with this but the jist of it will do... Right?
The two of us walked around and talked for a bit. After about an hour or so we went to Books a Million and sat down at the ice cream shop they have. We were talking and then he asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend. I-I was shocked. O___O But needless to say, I accepted. We then walked to the manga section and in front of all dem mangoes... We kissed. ;W;
Talk about a wonderful first date. I cannot wait to see him again on Monday. <33
I am so glad that my ex-crush forgot about me.
YOU are amazing and I truly care for you.
ilu Koujaku senpai
~Noiz Kouhai
The funny thing about all this is that I am older than him and he's my senpai. Whoops xDD
